Today's reading: John 14
John 14:27, "Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid."
John
devotes one-third of his book to the 24-hour period immediately
preceding Jesus' death. Chapters 13-17 describe one of the scenes from
that long day and night, and nothing like these chapters exists
elsewhere in the Bible. In their slow-motion, realistic detail, they
provide an intimate memoir of Jesus' most anguished evening.
Leonardo
da Vinci immortalized the setting in his famous painting The Last
Supper, with the participants arranged on one side of the table as if
posing for the artist. John himself gives few physical details; instead,
he focuses on a whirlpool of emotional currents.
John holds a
light to the disciples' faces, and you can almost see the awareness
flickering in their eyes. All that Jesus has told them is slowly
settling in. As for Jesus, "having loved his own who were in the world,
he loved them to the end" (John 13:1).
Jesus Prepares to Leave
Never
before has Jesus been so direct with them. Around the table he avoids
parables and painstakingly answers the disciples' redundant questions.
The world is about to undergo a convulsive trauma, and the 11 fearful
men with him are his hope for that world.
Jesus patiently explains
until at last the disciples show signs of understanding. God's Son,
having entered the world to reside in one body, will soon leave the
earth to return to the Father. Yet someone else-the Spirit of truth, the
Advocate-will come to live inside them.
Yes, Jesus is planning to
die. He is leaving them. But in some mysterious way, he is not leaving.
He will not stay dead. For the disciples, caught up in the excitement
of the Passover but sobered by Jesus' haunting focus on death, it is all
too much to grasp. This night Jesus gives them an intimacy with the
Father such as they have never known; even so, he promises an even
greater intimacy to come. He seems aware that much at which they now nod
their heads will not make sense until later.
Life Question
How would you describe Jesus' reaction to impending death? Panic?
Confidence? Sober concentration? Resignation? Concern for others